So much to do

So little time. No idea how to manage and instead of getting done what needs done I end up just running around panicking because of all I have to do. I'm so thankful Josh came into our lives when he did, he makes it
So much easier, yet I still feel freaked out about getting everything done. It's rough with the kids running around all over me, tearing up my perfectly clean house after I just made it perfect, cooking dinner when I finally finish dishes. Idk seems like I never get a break and if I do I'm still panicking about what needs to be done. And right now all I can think about is how I have to get in gear with the wedding planning because it's coming up really soon and I really have nothing together but dresses and a place. I feel so alone in the wedding planning right now and my family drives me crazy for numerous reasons. I'm just ready to have our wedding, and get to a normal, well as normal as normal can be when you're in nursing school, ao that all I have to worry about is keeping my grades up and getting through school. Ahhh!! Just want to scream and cry at once. I feel so beat right now. Bleh. Praying for peace, patience, and guidance. That's it for now, back to wound care and juggling motherhood.